derisory thoughts.

Currently Listening: Mandy Moore - Umbrella

Everything seems to be falling into place these days, a week of studies have passed since I returned to college from my short break. Subjects are getting tougher, time's running out and everything's falling into place. The next 3 weeks are going to be nothing but hectic and feverish. As stated in a few earlier posts, the intensity of TAFE combined with the speed lectures are being carried out, it's realy making everyone in my class worry. A unnecessary stress and anxiety has been induced into each and every single one of us. Even as I sit here to pen down these words into the form of a blog post, my mind's depleted of juices, I can't function well now. Words don't seem to be churning out like what it used to be, suddenly everything becomes so fast that my mind has slowed down to the extent of not being able to write properly these days.

These days are passing by too fast, everything seems to be go by, reality ain't a lie, and procrastination leads to nothing but a path to failure. Though my mind's mentally drained and my physical body says I can't take it anymore, I'm still running high on emotions. Those relentless thoughts of nonsensical and derisory notions have led my emotions into a temporary high, though not exactly favourable, it still plagues me till these very day. Sleepless nights go by, I'm turning into an insomniac. Every hour spent on the bed is gruelling, tossing and turning in an unfamiliar place bestows nothing but lethargy and inanition. I need sleep, it's a simple as that.

signing off,
Aaron WM Lim