Currently Listening: David Archuleta - Crush
The song Crush by David Archuleta has been on repeat for the past 4 hours now. Somehow, there's this feeling in me that feels attracted to the song; or there might be a possiblility of me feeling what the lyrics is trying to say. That aside, the real issue to be blogged about here is the end of my 2 week spring break.
As I would say, it has been a rather joyful, happy, ecstatic yet confusing break. As stated in my earlier posts, I suffered for a serious delirium throughout this whole break, I only got a grip of myself yesterday when I woke up. Everything around me was a blur, nothing seemed real, I was deviating into another realm, where I could escape everything I'm going through. I woke up yesterday morning, unshaven for the past 4 days, I felt that I needed to pick myself up and get my thoughts straight.
I got up and I felt as if my thoughts were going to collapse inwards on me, everything was falling apart as I recall, but I still managed to maintain composure and pull myself through this awkward minute of my life. Never have I felt a feeling such as that, the feeling was nothing but gruelling and arduous. Never will I forget that feeling, till this moment, an approximate 48 hours later, I can still recall the feeling that plagued me. Many of you might think of this as weird, but I honestly cannot find the right words to describe the feeling of intensity and vivacity of the moment. Not one that I would like to remember and carry on throughout my life.
Detracting from such unexplainable and inhuman events, I've managed to finish my Law assignment after a month long of procrastination. I woke yesterday morning having in mind that I would start my assignment. After that short ordeal, I proceeded to my desk and typed out "Task 1"on my laptop. A sudden overwhelming feeling of compulsion and obligation came upon me, I dementedly and frantically typed my assignment, and finished up to task 5 yesterday. I think I can say that I'm proud of myself, it's not being boastful or arrogant, but I'm proud of my own achievement for the day. And I did finish my law assignment today, after 15 and a half hours of compulsive typing, I finished my law assignment.
I guess that basically sums up my week, though nothing really interesting happened, it's a pretty alright week overall. This break was truly a time to reflect and refract, aligning my thoughts, sorting out my emotions and strengthening my social circle. It's been a great break as far as I can say, and times like these only come once in a lifetime. Everyday is a new day, filled with new experiences and new events, some that may affect your whole life ahead of yourself. As I'd always say, learn from the past, cherish the present and embrace the future.
The next 4 weeks in college will be tough, and the following 4 weeks will be the finals of this semester. I'll probably be updating this blog once a week, just to let all of you know that I'm still alive and breathing.
Signing Off,
Aaron WM Lim
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