Saturday, October 4, 2008

nonsensical update.

Currently Listening: Hillsong - Higher

After a few days away from this blog, I've finally maintained composure. I'm sure some of you around me have noticed the missing awe-inspiring-jovial-cheerful-jolly aura that usually eludes from me. Honestly, I've no idea on what went wrong or what was going through my head. I thank YOU for being there for me, you know who you are. Friends are such wonderful blessings, a gift from God and a blessing in disguise. Friends are those who stand by you through thick & thin; they stand beside you no matter rain or shine. These are type of people that I have around me, though not many of them do that for me, there's a particular few and a specific one who always does that. If you so happen to be reading this entry, I hope that you know how much I truly appreciate each one of you.

Since the start of my 2 week break, I've been nothing but a bothersome, irksome, silent & exanimate chap. My thoughts were so messed up, that even an unmixed concoction was nothing compared to my thoughts. I was silent, I barely spoke, only at times did I open my mouth to utter a few nonsensical words. Though at times, I seem to be jovial, felicitous or noisy, I'm just putting on a mask, hiding beneath that surface is an individual who's lost and in need of a direction.

Thank God that I'm not in that mood anymore, though my thoughts are still messed up to a certain extent, I'm functioning well at the present moment. One more week and my break is over, it's time for me to move my lazy ass and get started on my law assignment. I've enjoyed myself enough for this week, though this totally contradicts what I've stated earlier, I did enjoy the company of my friends, those who've come back from where they are.

Signing Off,
Aaron WM Lim

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